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sprout

by Nora Marks

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1.
Dancing, but I don't know the steps Singing, but my throat is full of strep Mechanics, but we've lost all our tools The way we're told is that it takes two When you're sitting on the front porch again Scared to talk to your so-called friends Scared to open up to anyone Scared of maybe always being alone I've been standing with my arms stretched out But people gotta go and let me down Take my expectations thrown to the ground Through years of research I have found That you can be perceived as a simpleton Unless you can go out looking for fights to get it I'm not buying it Woah-oh Well, it's easy to say, hey yeah, that you care But we're all breathing in the same air I see all of these reflections in me So let's look in the mirror and see that we're phony Now when you're feeling weak in the knees And it seems like your boat is sinking at sea Nothing good can come from these things Just breathe it out and let it be Brothers, sisters, and those who don't conform to a gender binary system It is time for us to come face-to-face with the humility of our own stupidity The futility in being right all of the time We must not let our folly turn to anger Our anger turn to hatred A hatred toward every other idiot that stands out there We are all dumb! I'm not buying it Woah-oh Now I don't have to serve anyone but myself Checked my mental status I finally had it Served my time in hell I'm not buying it Woah-oh
2.
Root 02:51
I'm growing like a healthy root But I can't see The massive mass of space appearing in front of me Out of excuses Now I'll never be The perfect person I've buried underneath If it's you moved a bit too soon Or it's you're scared you never knew Scope of the things you're supposed to do Yeah, that you swore you always knew You were the best actor at your old high school They even gave you a plastic statue Threw out the consolation prize Find out where the confidence lies Posing for shots you didn't take Find better ways to motivate Stop and consider the cliches History of what we're trying to say Woo Will I ever understand these ideas from which I spring? Becoming self-aware accidentally Learning how to harness this anxiety Through diet, exercise, and meditating Can't stand the thought that you might lose As if the joke's always on you Sights set on what you have to do Yeah, that you swore you always knew
3.
Mermaid 03:35
Well I've heard Legend and I've heard myth And bought into all them But one day I woke from that dream And found myself half dead I drove across the country to atone for my sins Just to find out God was dead And when I got there I just laid on the beach And made the sand my bed Last night I drowned a mermaid it seemed a fine recourse I laid my hands over its throat and squeezed with great force Saw the capillaries burst in the whites of its eyes Saw it's Rosy Cheeks turn blue And as it sank down below the tide I wished to hell it was true Standing on the beach with more thoughts in my head then sand beneath my feet And each and every thought just reminded me of the things I'd never be A hero a savior I'd never be braver than standing on the shore Cause when it's swimming there right in front of you the truth is hard to ignore Well last night I drowned a mermaid it sank in the undertow I laid my hands over its mouth and didn't let go Felt its last breath moving on the palm of my hand Felt its nails scratch my skin And as it sank down below the waves I smiled at my sin The funny thing about fear is it keeps us from doing the things we want the most And I left my fear to be drowned in the tide somewhere along that Coast And maybe one day I'll return of the shore and give it a proper goodbye But I know the day that I go back there is the day that I will die Well last night I dreamt a mermaid a night night I'll never forget And only time will be able to tell if I ever feel regret
4.
Tried to get some rest I needed a release Thought I was the best I'm just another beast Sought counsel from the wise I got some bad advice Put good money down Another sacrifice Do you think about the ancient times Wonder what it must be like Dig a hole when you need water Living on that caveman diet Do you speak Latin? I never learned it Do you speak Latin? I never speak The measure of a sickness is how much it eats Gotta clear the wreckage when it's time to feed Get what you want and then you want to trade Can't help yourself, it's just the way you're made Contemplate your inner life Impulses you have to hide Set them free, but come to find You're the one who's left behind Do you speak Latin? I never learned it Do you speak Latin? I never speak
5.
Grey Snow 04:00
A night that started dark and silent Was woken up by lights and sirens Rushing straight towards your address Responding promptly to distress The streets of turn to rivers and I stand right on the shore Of what used to be the sidewalk where we drink the night before The rain dissolves the mortar the bricks begin to crumble As our accomplishments collapse our confidence is humbled And now the city is an archipelago These islands are the places we call home These porches are just Piers to dock are boats It's sink or swim and we never learned to float We were baptized in the fire confessing our sins Married in the Tempest of our first communion Take you from the mortuary paint you like a tapestry Make your skin look pink not pale and place you in a wooden jail [The collection basket's full But the benefits have failed] And now the city is an archipelago These islands are the places we call home These porches are just Piers to dock are boats It's sink or swim and we never learned to float I'll take up necromancy Our corpses we'll go dancing Through the streets and out to all the Dives We used to hang when you were alive We'll drink the things we never had To health to wealth to time To finish what we started Before we're swept out with the tide
6.
Poke my stitches with broken sticks Sniff my remains with perfume Cloak yourself in the blackest robes Are they keeping secrets from you? Hide from the rats inside your walls The rest will roll their eyes back Did you hear the cadaver said, "Tally me up, now Please keep track." I'm not so scared to open up the gates Set me free from this wretched plague I know I sinned and that's okay Looks like it's time for us to pray Swollen and numb we were just a heap of rotting stench No one can stop this fucking pestilence Making death the only thing you do Fixing up people who can't stand you So sew your heart up now Cause everyone is looking blue Hide from the rats inside your walls The rest will roll their eyes back Did you hear the cadaver said, "Tally me up, now Please keep track." I'm not so scared to open up the gates Set me free from this wretched plague I know I sinned and that's okay Looks like it's time for us to pray Swollen and numb we were just a heap of rotting stench No one can stop this fucking pestilence Say goodbye but don't touch a thing You can look, but you cannot cling It's time to say farewell But don't sip from the wishing well I'm not so scared to open up the gates Set me free from this wretched plague I know I sinned and that's okay Looks like it's time for us to pray Swollen and numb we were just a heap of rotting stench No one can take this fucking punishment

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released April 20, 2018

Matt Garrity - Bass, vocals
Robbie Bersano - Guitar, vocals
Davey Dynamite - Drums, vocals
Michael Garrity - Guitar, vocals, piano, keyboard

Additional vocals on "The Plague Doctor" by Theresa Masse and Amanda Garrity

Drums for "Grey Snow" composed with the help of Zach Sutton

Produced by Nora Marks and Rick Riggs

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Rick Riggs at Handwritten Recording

Album art by Richard Brumbaugh

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